I lock myself up in chastity for master shane diesel

There is a strange pleasure in the humiliation

you feel as you understand you are not a real man

and that you are incapable of sexually satisfying

a woman with her little we we.

You can see the pink light pulsing

as you feel this giddy excitement grow.

You feel the pink light grow stronger

as you come to a sudden and overwhelming realization.

You understand suddenly that at the very center of your being,

the pink light doesn't want you to be able

to get hard with this woman.

That's how a man would respond that you are a sissy.

You want her to know you are a sissy

even if you feel bad that she has been left

sexually frustrated.

You want her to tell her friends

and for her friends to tell your friends.

You want them all to laugh about you behind your back

and question your sexuality.

You want to imagine her friends telling her

to find a real guy because you are probably gay.

You want to imagine how the next time she has sex

with a real man, she feels so relieved

and realizes that this was all your fault.

You want her to tell her new boyfriend

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