How I ended up being naked online in front of millions of people

just got out of the military,

just dropped out of college and

was about to quit my janitor job at the time.

Yeah.

Back then I honestly had no outlook on life, thought that my life was

going absolutely nowhere, was obviously very lonely because I had no self-confidence whatsoever,

I never had a girlfriend, had...

Have I had sex back then?

You know it's bad when you have to sit there and ask if you've had sex yet at that time.

Up to this point in my life, I've only had sex one time. That's something that I am

kind of proud of but at the same time a little flustered about.

But nonetheless, it's just a stat I suppose, nothing to get too bogged down about.

Anyways, so back then my life was going nowhere.

I knew I didn't want to go to college because it was just sucking the soul out of my body.

I knew that

I didn't want to get a normal job either,

even though I was working a janitorial job,

but that part of being... that is part of what helped me realize that I didn't want a normal job because

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