Hiding

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I'm playing with my new toy I just bought from Amazon. I am single and looking.

發佈者 MarcusShakur

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I didn't set out to be this way.

I tried for so long to run away from myself.

I want all my life, every damn day,

I'm haunted with the fact that I'm living a lie.

I don't want to hide anymore.

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I don't want to hide from you, from Dad.

I don't want to be this way. I have to be this way.

There's no other way for me. I've tried everything else. This isn't me.

Mom, I never wanted to hurt you or let you down.

I'm less than the son you've always wanted.

I know I'm probably not the son you wanted, and I'm sorry for that.

I just want to be accepted for who I truly am.

Not for who everyone thinks I am.

I just want to know how I feel inside about this,

and how hard it's been for me all these years.

Because I'm not trying to hurt you.

And Dad, I only want acceptance.

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